Walk Camp Walk and more Walking

Tomorrow is the challenge, where I can hack it or not... half hour to an hour walk, depending on the kids... lots of water drinking will be happening, I know it will be happening to me... But it doesn't end there, we have to set up camp and I think there will be a bit more walking before we call it a day...

The next day brings more exciting news... Walking!!!

Then the last day heading back home...

I know already, that I'll be lapping it up and loving it too... Cause I know that every walk I missed I have progress/ gain my confident and courage to carry on with my walking...

I will post an updated on the weekend...

WALK - CAMP - VISUAL

The day is longer and night shorter. "Daylight saving" When did that happen? It most of just passed me by. Didn't take any notice!

WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK WALK

I could of done better! SATURDAY I walked for about 15 to 20 mins. I know that I should of pushed myself. Missed today SUNDAY, lazied around the house. JUMPING off and on the computer. I know WEDNESDAY it's going to KILL me, its a LONG walk. Walking on rocks/stones around the beach. CAMPING! I won't end there, doing more walking the next day and the day after that is the WALK back. That should be fun and a real eye opening for me.

I visualize myself, well I've seen myself and a slim size a few months ago. Now I see myself and a medium to a slightly over weight woman. Like I said, out with the OLD and in with the NEW...

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Tonight it all ends and Tomorrow its a new start

Excuse my language, but fuck this shit. I'm over it!!!! Sick of failing to complete something that I know I really need to full-fill. It's no ones fault, it's all mine. I blame me!!! I let it happen not once but a few time. I feel it may not be my time, why I go in circle and not a straight line. It's no JOKE this time... But fuck, I'm sick of it and I'm going to fucking stick to my mission and complete once and for all. I'll keep you posted and keep watching this SPACE for more up-dates. End of it all TONIGHT! No more failing, No more circle, No more BS, No more bad food/drinks and No more putting it on hold till the next day.

IN WITH THE NEW AND OUT WITH THE OLD

OUT WITH" "IN WITH"

FIZZY DRINKS (SODA) WATER

CHOCOLATE NUTS

BREAD (WHITE) BREAD (WHEAT/WHOLEGRAIN)

TEA/COFFEE RARELY DRINK GREEN TEA

MACDONALD'S SALAD

MAINLY ANY THING WITH HIGH FAT, SUGAR IS OUT.

I've fallen and I'm getting right back up

Vent time!

I've fallen off the wagon and I know it. The hard thing is, not having the support, the courage and the will power. I was so strong a the beginning, but I gotten sick and had a miscarriage and just fallen. I've popped out for my walk a few times. And I know that's not enough, and that's where it stopped.

I feel that I'm going in circle and I've been here before. I don't want to be here, I want to pass this stage and get over it. I guess the only way for me to get over this is to VENT and let it all out of my mind. Known what I need to do, and what I've done. Haven't complete this is what's holding me back as well.

In my heart I know where I want to be.

Goal again, it's to have the strength and will power to find that motivation and courage to get back out there and continue my mission. It's not over till I can accomplish and complete my mission!

Start back at step one! Who's with me?????? Join me on my mission

Fetus Loss

I had some complication, that claim my precious fetus! I didn't even know! The pain, the screaming and crying. How would I have known! Just thought it was another menstrual cycle. It hurts, trying and trying and having trouble to conceive, and then unexpectedly this happen. I'm sad! But I'm not giving up just yet! Soon as my body is healed and ready, I'm going to hit the road again and continue my journey. This is still the begin stage for us. But weight plays a small part in my life. Could it be, because I've been doing my exercise once and twice a day-5 days a week, that with my success of a little weight loss that I conceive and didn't know?

I have hope, faith, and visualize of my success of being pregnant and being a mommy! I believe it will happen and I'll conceive.